My greatest wish is for you is to heal from the pain and shame of the abuse you have experienced in your life. Pain usually leads us on a search in finding the light at the end of the tunnel. When you have been abused, you can often ignore what the person has done to you because you think it must be your fault. This is not at all the case. Ever. No one deserves to be abused. Remember you are a human being who is worthy of being loved in a healthy way. Abuse is not love. You deserve consensual love and affection, as much as anybody in the entire universe.
Whether it was/is physical, emotional, sexual or verbal, it all has a huge impact on how you show up in the world. Whether it happens to you as a child or an adult or both, it robs you of your confidence and you live in a world full of distrust and fear. You may feel a need to control everything around you so you don’t get hurt again. Abuse has many angles. It can happen
- with family or close friends that you trust
- on the playground as bullying by other children
- in the workplace where you feel powerless to authority
Healing begins with some courage to reach out for help. It is impossible to filter through it by yourself. Let’s begin now to recapture your self-esteem so you can trust in your life again. Experience how wonderful you will feel being released from the fear that was holding you back from the adventures of your life. Manifest the healthy, loving relationships that you so deserve.
Angelika would be honored in assisting you to heal the wounds from abuse and help you give birth to a new integrated self.